What the heck do you want me to do? I don;t know what to do with you anymore. I really really want to give up on you.. but A tells me not to. I really don't know how. Can you tell me how ? I'm in the mist of breaking down soon. Why must you be so two-faced? I never do anything to you please. If you're really so calculative, i've got nothing to say to you. Instead of backstabbing, why not tell me straight in my face? I'm sure you know what you're doing but u don't realised that by doing this, you've hurt people and you don't know about it. I trusted you as a friend and now you're doing this to me. Is this fair? Am i getting retribution or something? I really can't believe that you are this kind of person.

Do you think you know everything everything of A & B? I can tell you that you don't. If you don't like me, just shut up and keep to yourself. You can vent on anything when you get home. Stop your freaking jealousy can. It's really irritating and annoying. I am not interested in your secrets or whosoever. Secrets are meant to be kept. Understand? If say out, it's not a secret anymore.

Each day passed and you get more annoying. Don't act as if you so innocent, did nothing wrong and act normal in front of me. Don't take it as a fool please. I'm not that stupid. You don't need to lie that you try to do something when you did not. Nobody will gonna believe. It's even more stupid to lie to get attention. It's impossible please. Everyone has their own friends, and not only you as a friend. Getting jealous is a very stupid thing. Your attitude not only affect me but A and B as well? I bet you doesn't know. Everyone just qian jiu you whenever your face is black. I've been tolerating you for so long. Same goes to B. My patience is limited i tell you. If i really get fed up, you die i tell you. I can shout until you cry like nobody business. Don't go too overboard i tell you.

That night you suddenly out of the blue text me at night asking for forgiveness. I don't know why you suddenly do that. Is it you saw that A and B siding me already and you don't want to lose them? I don't know whether your sorry is really sorry kind. I really don't know. As a child of God, we should learn to forgive and forget. Yes i will forgive and forget. But not now. You stabbed me so many times and suddenly ask me to forgive you? Did you ever think that what you did to me? You really think that i don't know what you've done is it. Go reflect yourself, why i'm acting this way then. I've nothing more to say to you. You made me struggling with life and friendships. Whatever move or action i take, i must consider your feeling. When i consider your feeling, i can't take any action. I'm really at the wits already...

WHAT TO DO..............

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